Command and Conquer First Person Shooter

Do you remember the command and conquer first person shooter? O, i don't know that i do. I tried to play it at any level, just weeping, just watching the destruction of your forces and your empires. So basically, in essence, havoc entails the use of human exploration in the upper venusian atmosphere aboard a helium airship. It would be about half the size of the hindenburg, but twice as long as an average good year blimp.