Is This a Sign of Growth?

I don't feel like my world view has changed because i don't have a sister who's alive. I thinkm going to have to grow till i get through it, you know, and glue the pieces back together. She is such a big part of my world, and i don't get to have her with me, but i will do everything i can to surround myself with little parts of her. Am, i hope it doesn't stay this hard. I hope i find a little bit more peace. We love taylor swift. We've been listening to taylor swift since like taylor swift was 14 years old,. And i want to know what her favourite song would have been