Are You a Jew or an Apostle or a Prophet?

Mordecai in this story is a picture of Holy Spirit in our lives Mordecai in chapter four goes to Esther. God it doesn't care who we think is likely he is looking for who is yielded. I lost count of the number of times I've been told in my life that I shouldn't be doing what I am doing and I've learned very simply to say "I didn't volunteer for this"