"I was fat most of my life so for me that's fucking in me like I feel no matter how no matter how physically in shape I am I still have a little hesitation to this is why you don't do to like this is just the truth," he says. "For a guy that's 44 years old I'm in the top and I've been putting in the work" He also talks about his struggles with self-consciousness when it comes to showing off his body on social media. 'It's funny when people talk about how humble they are and then every single picture they show is themselves with their shirts off'