Euphoria Doesn't Work

It's very western to think that we should be happy all the time, and that that's even the point of life. It's also very masculine to be like, just give me what the efficient thing is that works. And i'm saying this o somebody who does this more often than not. So this is a way that i can have too much masculine energy. As if i feel uncomfortable, i think, well, then that's a failure,. Because we're meant to be happy a and something inside me is broken. This feeling is broken. How do i fix it? I need to do this. I need and. The feminine attribute is understanding that we're in a constant flow