Evolution, Love and Consciousness

I'm talking about the entire origin of life and physical existence. You might wonder what leo howeis evolution about love and consciousness? This makes no sense, cause there was no love or consciousness before humans existed. You're wrong. Love and consciousness was there before the big bang happened. That's what you discover with deep awakening. But of course, i don't expect many stage orange people to understand this,. so i just want you to see for now that am there is an arc, a trajectory to the universe. Something much bigger is going on than what materialists and scientists think it is not a brute mechanical process of trial and error. We can be allined with the force