Is Not Paying My Rent an Illusion?

Fear is an illusion. If you're really afraid of something, you're going to be deeply indeny that it's an illusion. It might take you years of work to finally crack that nut and to see like, oh, ah, i see now how it was an illusion. Avoidance of fear brings stagnation and a victim mentality. That's one of the worst things about running away from your fears,. The more you do it, the more you feel stuck, depressed, and the more it hurts your self esteem because everything terrifies you.