The Compulsion to Write

I have honestly boxes and boxes of writing. They weren't really journals in a classic sense. They were sort of dialogue for plays or it was kind of catch all for anything that was going through my mind. I don't know other than, it feels sort of compulsive at this point. But I don't, I can't get through the day without, if I haven't taken something down, it feels like I haven't existed that day. So tell me how you feel today? All the time. It's small. My parents have been super supportive and encouraging when I just went for it.