i grew up in a very religious household who believed in like the devil and fallen angels what we might call demons actually having a role in the world. The only evidence i have for anything supernatural ever ever happening is that time i had sex with a demon but i draw the line there That's what i think of this must be it must be like that you just some demon came into your room and just had sex with you multiple times, he didn't mean to hurt me i deserved it. I don't if god exists maybe he doesn't want to talk to me  but at least if the devil or a demon showed up in my room and like then i would like has some firm firm