The Death Isn't Real - It's My Carapace

"The fear of individual death, that's still there and it didn't go away," he says. "It's my structure. It's my carapace. How could it go anywhere? And not Matt Christmas without that because we are our traumas to be" The stories we tell ourselves are the stories of our lives, but they are stories,. Some of them have basis in reality, but we fill in a bunch with fear Because that's all we have absent a sense that we are not going to die.