"I'm not trying to scare anybody. But i think it would be a good idea for you to start preparing yourself for some extremely fuck and difficult times," he says. "What you'll find yourself doing, which will feel really wer ecause i've done this as you, will actually become the best you've ever been in the hardest time that's ever existed." 'This is going to be the time where i look back and im must say, that's when the f***et happened,' N adds.