The Addiction of Steroids

I abused it to this extent of... I'd put five mils into me in a day, go and train, come home. The same day, look at myself in the mirror, think, what the fuck? Why have I grown? So I'd be taking 10 mils in one day. It's a mental distortion of what you're looking at. When I was on it, I was placid. I was very placid. And because I was so big, I didn't need to fight so much that my presence was enough,. Yeah. If they knew about me anyway, they gave me the respect. But if I did explode and I did kick off, then yeah