I'm a self absorbed person. And m so the question, am i acting or am i being real? Right? That's the question of authenticity and im i think that i actually would tend to think that fiction helps,. Even when you're not reading it, it sort of helps with that. There's this thing that happens in life where you end up playing yourself. Like everybody knows who so and so is like, and it's like they kind of know it too, and they're playing the part of themselves. I take it in authenticity to be the worries about authenticity to be a form of self absorption. So that's why it speaks to me, because i'm a selfabsor