Did You Have an Eating Disorder?

i was dating this guy off and on in new york, and he lived in greenpoint with his metal band. He promised my family that he would take care of me and make sure that i went to lik group therapy for women with an eating disorder. I just like, sort of sat there and did these like, group theraby sessions. But was drinking more than i'd ever drank, and it was really ramping up and escalading. And all the damage that i was causing around me was a, it was quick, you know, i could't avoid it,. Just, mostly, like, i was a heart breaking person to be around. It's as honest as i