The Changes in My Mother's Attitude

"It's just so trippy to watch. It's very humbling because it's like, Oh, shit, this could happen to any of us right now," she said. "She really, I don't necessarily believe in next lives and all that stuff but I do believe in the energy ... Our energy goes and just goes back into the universe and stuff." She was still holding on to the past when she died: "Even when she was like laying in bed and like not really conscious, she was still having bouts of that" The singer met her ex-husband through an MTV show where Papa Roach performed.