I Don't Choose to Abandon Your Child

I don't understand how you can say, oh, well, the any act of artificially, contraceptive intercourse between a husband and wife is that. But abandoning your child is not like what I, of course it is. Don't abandon your child. It's a great matter. No, but I'm saying I don't choose to abandoned your child. If you choose to abandon your child with a full act of the will and full knowledge, you, you've committed a mortal thing, right? I mean, I don't know where you even get that from. Like what is the text that is being cited here? What is the body of teaching that this comes from? And, and