I was never like a class clown but we had an actor in my school and so much more attention was paid to the fact that he was an actor Then any of his physical attributes. I just was not for me So if it's like you're going on a diet or you have to do sports oryou have to study I was not into it which is really bizarre because now I love nothing more than a diet, studying something I'm interested in and finding a sport to be interested Like I can become Obsessive about these things and doing 110% if it's my own determination But from a point of authority it just didn't fly  and I noticed a couple of things I was