I think I was, you know, when I did selection with who all they've ever wanted to be in the Special Forces from a young age. Their whole life had been up until this point. And that's one of the things I regret, dude,. like the path I'm very fortunate the path I took. But those were worse than for sure. The security though, the, I understand that identity crisis, that's a really difficult period when you're about to enter into the civilian sector.