Is Your Eating Disorder Voice Betraying You?

When was this moment for you that you decided to align with your highest best self and the experts and not your eating disorder voice? I think it was just, I was reading all the books, seeing myself in all the books. And I felt like I was seeing myself when my friends are telling me that the thing that is fucked up about their life is not a problem. She's never even... Yeah, remember the night we got in a bed and you said, I'm feeling like I'm having an urge that I wanna go maybe throw up or something or I don't know the exact words you used. But you put this moment out outside of your side. That was a betrayal of