How to Deal With Self Doubt

I can only imagine the devastation you must have felt. I'm sure there had to have still been some degree of doubt because that's just how we work as human beings. How did, or did it, maybe you were just like so confirmed that you just shot right out of the gate? My husband was very strong. He was so grateful. And for me, this is where I found the Lord. This is where all my dearest friends were. I lost all kinds of friends. You're right. The self doubt raged in my mind. What if I'm wrong? What if I’m being disobedient?"