The Importance of Moral Culpability in Personal Growth

I think moral culpability is so important in personal growth and everything. If I didn't feel responsible for the things that I did and the choices I made, I would feel a lot less need to grow. So yes, I'm still defensive for my free will. As much as I wish that I have free will, when it comes down to pointing at where it originates from, I still can't do it.