Is Everybod Like the One Who's Not in on the Joke?

I worry that my life is like the truman show, and everybody's like laughing at me. That probably goes to some of my neuroses and narcissstic tendencies. I will tell you, this is not a lie at all. The last time i was in a supermarket, ah, they were playing the u two song, i still haven't found what i'm looking for. And i got so mad, and it was like, that should not, they should not be allowed to play that in supermarkets.