What Is My Hero's Journey?

The only people i've ever been able to feel like i'm close to in terms of the way that i deal with my craft is athletes. And you find that a lot of sports figures are deeply insecure people because it's all based, because it's a maritocracy. If everything in your life surrounds you and is centered on you, you become a vapid, self interested, selfish, self centered human being. How could you not? The default setting already is that you're completely self absorbed. But then when you're involved in a meritocracy, like pete, working for commission, basically, then then its all about your efforts,. Your efforts dictate the how your life is