i with d m t, which i've only done a couple of times, it definitely catapults to that total disillusion. There's no orientation or centralization of self. Ye, itn the world is getting familiar, which i love is. And this is with everything. It's like any time i kind of wake up out of a tangle, and then it's not i any more,. but there's this field of tenderness and wakefulness.
Tara Brach (Buddist teacher! Author! Trusting the Gold! Radical Compassion!) makes it weird!