The Judge in the Larry Nassar Trial

I kept thinking about the judge in the Larry Nassar trial during my withdrawal time which was those days where I was just walking on the beach for like way too long and like in the fetal position. And I would walk and I talked to my therapist talk to Abby I still have a lot of work to do. She said after this one woman told her story and she was crying and the judge said leave your pain here and go out and do your magnificent things. That is what withdraw feels like for me this time but it will be different because I'm not just trying to do a bunch of strategies. I'm allowing that self to speak.