What Happens if You Take Revenge Against Existence?

There are mephistophelian or satanic figures, for example, in gertha's faust. And they basically make the same case that existence is so rife with trouble and suffering that it would be better if it did exist at all. So i thinking about it a lot, because that's actually a question that i've contended with in my writing. I mean, you can be in a oundly emotional state that's as deep as it can be, and it can have religious significance without that necessarily signifying anything about a transcendent being,. But then i was thinking, you see, the problem with that argument is you can jerry mander it endlessly, you...