You Can't Rise Above What You Cant Do

i want to see through the illusion of self and escape it and identify with spirit you can't until yourself is confident and competent. If those qualities that you should have are the same things transferred over to spiritual practice you can't be a weak and useless incompetent person unhappy with yourself damaged manipulative sat there watching anime playing video games and texting girls in the hope that one of the hundreds will take pity on you or fall for your lies, he says. not accepted to go no care i've made a rational decision i want this out of my life you can't rise above what you can't do  this is my view on it which it's meant to be more personal than it was but it