The Crazy Thing About Not Forgiving

When we don't forgive, not forgiving is punishment we give ourselves due to somebody else mishandling our heart. And so i'm in this constant state of anger, just like jonah, because i don't under and if you are a just god, why did you not render judgment on them? So i'm angry. Here's the crazy thing. When you don't forgive when you're bitter, you're just punishing yourself for an offence that somebody else did to you. If he was fair, he wouldn't allow for them to still breathe. That's what jonah was saying. I thought,. i thought god would be fair. He wouldn't let them get away with