How to Get Into Pedals

I would work like 16 to 20 hours a day and I would chain smoke inside while I was doing this, with solder and solder the whole time. The mixture of those two things, like after a year of doing that, I had no voice. Like I'd like be talking to people and be like, whoa, whole time. But if somebody asked me to teach a course on it or some like real electronics engineer was like so what do you think about the Resistive properties of this thing. I would be like I have no fucking idea what you're talking to me just like to make sounds. It's to me to me some that are your pedals? Yeah.