How to Survive Heavy Fucked Up

I've seen some of my friends that They they start to I think get the same outlook. So you're just going to do everything you can to kill yourself Without actually putting a rope around your neck. You know smoke dust until the world is just a fucking illusion. This is after you have three albums signed by a major record contract tore it all over the world played with motorhead on tour. Here we go back to the book at one point. I'm sort of surprised I survived Heavy fucked up here and you read that shit, bro, it makes me go But yeah, man, it's true, you know It's kind of like you want to die, but you're not