How Does the Pandemic Make You Feel Better?

When i was working in, you know, the corporate world, i didn't feel like i fitin in those environmentsi way felt like i was kind of playing a role. When i had this persona, i just would overdo everything. I overdid hanging out with people who i thought were the right people to hang out with. And i overdid all the things that i thought would validate this persona and convince me that i wasn't really afraid any more. It's not one thing, but all the right things coming togetherand i think the pandemic forcing me to ask, like the serious questions i'm having, longer periods of im to meditate, be with myself,.