How Did You Motivate Yourself?

I mean, there's something punk rock about just being, like, just going to do crazy research on on esoteric stuff and put it out there. It's like, i think people arn't estin this, and i hope they read it. And you really are struck by how thise shouldn't exist. This is a book, a, this is so geeky and so weird and niche. Who would ever think that this is a story people would want out there or want to read? I mean, i understand why your agent was like, that sounds great, fun. No, it's like, you've got andwhe i heard that, i wasn't, ll,