Comrade?

Comrade is kind of a am tongue and cheek response to the rm, and to have a different name. There's the moretechnical term tong sing, which basically means like, same sex or same nature. Ambasl you're like, yo, tht, that's what they're looking for, that they isorv more for them than it's for me,. And so it's complicated still. I'd say it's better in certain ways, but it's not completely resolved. i think a part of me is am resigned to, or maybe the more positive way to put it is accepting of the fact that perhaps it'll never be really where i would like it to be