i'm afraid the only reason that bothers me is because you're trying to pay your bills. An paying the bills is not sound natur like. I forgot to give it a bit of context, is, i'm cringly living in my parents house at the moment, so i got food throof yeys. So i didn't ask you how you're seing yourself becuse you're saying, i'm not making any money. But my point is that even by august 20 23, like my worry is that you'll spend seven days a week, nine hours a day making art,. but you're so disconnected from your audience and after that year, you show up with something