What Does It Mean for to Be Bad?

Olod, i had like shock hearing what you are saying. What does it mean for to be bad? I was screaming at myself just to stop or start over. That's o sayn like a, like her. Ah, i can't remember if i filmed e or not, but, but  it was even more, even more constant and negative. A, but yet, i, no, i half way through that, like i was screaming at himself just to stopor start over. And just just, i was,. i was, i was, no, ot, that's, that's what elseas feeling. Oh, nice. Ar, there you go.