Is This God Waiting?

I believe that when i got broken and when i came to the lord for the first time, in 20 years of my career. And i said, ok, god, or i don't have to dictate my steps. I'm willing to just be in your will. And if that means never making another movie or show, i'm good with that. Then he was like, now, yo. Now you're ready for the chosen. You now, ik, this is god waiting. But it really does become pretty easy to remember that i'm not responsible for this. Said, i'm rather tapped. Still hard to make a good show. It's on an ap it's free