I don't want to be beautiful every time I step out or it's too much pressure. ceramics has allowed me to step away from it because my creative energies have been able to be focused elsewhere and not on my appearance. Carrie is just really grateful that she can do her art at any age without judgment. My body will keep up my hands are a little bit arthritic but in terms of acting and modeling I doesn't want to have to try to stay young.