What Is It That Haunts You?

I just feel like so weak and hurt. And i don't really see the purpose of like doing anything good for myself, or like to stream or dil i eat, or like, trying to work out or anything that i just, ie, lose motivation. I mean, sometimes when i think about going to a dark place, i think like fitz triggard, by something, at least you have some sense of like control or preparation. But if it just kind of randomy, like, it sounds like it haunts you, right? Like, i Think like it like follows you round. Yes. I dig it like always there. Orsom onaon, like it