I feel like I'm watching Bridgerton. She still really loves Lady Russell and has kind of never reconciled the the end of that relationship with her feelings for Lady Russell she's too attached to her. And so she comes into this book kind of like. Who knows if she's ever going to meet another person that she likes again and all. Does she have any like ill will toward the person who talked her out of it like this? Well the problem is I think that's why she that's like wrapped up in her feelings about her dad and her older sister I think she still really love Lady Russell.