"I want to dea with the stress, and i want to battle it," says Wrigte. "There's something inside you that you're just yere terrified of", he adds. The fear comes from past experiences such as gaming or not living up to your mam's expectations - but how can she also be disappointed in you? 'i thinkthat this is probably a conversation for another day,' writes Coller.'It has been hurtful to be able to see that in her', admits MrColler.