I Just Did It, and I Just Done It

David, i've been wondering for some last few days what that i'm not like. I don't feel consistently joyful. And there is so much of fear that still i'm struggling with. So i want your guidance, david lie. Where is it that i'm going wrong? You can, i want you to be as blurnd as you like, evenn as harsh as you you like. It doesn't matter to me. But i toknow, like, why? Like, i see some of the other panel members, i see tan so joyful, and i never, like, i feel like, what the hell am i goin going wrongi i ito stop my