Ester Huss's Lap Dance

Screenwriter ester huss had left his wife and kids and had holed up in maui with nayomi he had chosen to leave jerry but was involuntarily estranged from his son and daughter whose feelings about their father were influenced by their mothers completely understandable acrimony. The show girl's script was months overdue the screenwriter found his way into the research he and verhoeven had done about showgirls and strippers by writing a main character inspired by the woman he had blown his life up for here is an excerpt from the diary eser huss kept wall writing the script which he excerpts in his book hollywood animal i'm going to go to vaguess.