How Do I Begin to Move Forward?

When we are faced with something in life that is tragic or hopeless, the one thing that we always have access to and an opportunity to change is ourselves. When jake died, youd better believe, all hope seemed to immediately go out the window. It just felt broken. But when i leaned into that, what i discovered for myself was that the hope itself was never lost. All of the hope that i had for the ture, for his story, for my own, for our relationship, it didn't disappear. However, it very much changed. That same love, that same energy in that hope has now shape shifted and is coming through in this episode. Jake no longer physically