There's been moments where I'm like man I just wish I would die what do you mean oh cuz depression or dealing with whatever the situation was Oh god just take me and then you wake up. A couple of times that's not a regular thing yeah for me but it's not something where I feel like I need medication to get better. You're eating too much dairy like I don't care who you are it's too much all right um let's get into that we'll bring it into a landingYou've been okay cool generous with your time I appreciate itUm let's talk a little bit about have you ever almost died like maybe trying to cross the street in a bus?