Authenticity and Being the Best Michael That God Created Me to Be

There is this tension within us where to be authentic means i could kind of follow my my baser motives, yes. And that's being authentic. That's being true to who i am, because i am all those things. I also have a vindictive side. Can you maybe speak to that? Ecause i think sometimes we wrestle with,. there's call to being authentic, which i think is really true and powerful when we see that in john chapter four, jesuss discussions. But yet it sort of gets mixed up with, i want to be who i truly am, but there're also things about me that i really want to change.