I was like I remember the first time I went home to see my family it was for Thanksgiving It was after the breakup and I was so used to having this person with me at Thanksgiving that's showing up to my family. Now 29 having talked to this person up so fucking much and like this is my person We're gonna get married and da da da daDa, that felt like a failure to me. My family was like bitch relax, right? You are perfect and we're so happy to have you home. They like completely poured into me that week and I left feeling excited for the future for the first real time And didn't didn't think about it again. Sometimes you need