The Importance of Being Observed

A friend of mine that knows our guru buddy in Boston a friend of mine I was talking to him once this was a major moment for me. When you get on stage and you show people something you then become observed you become the observed. The internal chemical nature of what you are doing it's very society of a spectacle I guess but the internal nature molecular nature completely changes because it is now not the thing like when pretty girl takes an Instagram video of the songs meditating and I'm not going to meditate.