O c d is a double edged sword. It gets my brain working in a phronetic way, but it also taints my ability to experience things fully because of the crippling anxiety that i feel when i'm in the throes of an obsessive cycle. And so here is how i have coped with impostor sintram for the last few years. The first thing i've tried to reframe my perception of this experience to be a good thing. Moreit's been driven by luck, and that's really provoking to me.