I've Been There, Done That, Don't Have a Lot of Experience

i gambled that it might be ok for me to consciously let go of the rod and step into a new direction. I'm surely what's going to happen is i going to fall flat on my face and be miserable, and im going to come crawling back. But i just want to try it, just to see if it makes me a more well rounded person. Maybe, maybe it'll just make me a person who understands a little bit more about the wide breadth of human experience. It was incredibly hard because, like you said, i went be i left before my mission, which is not the typical way that this is done. And also, i was the first person in my entire