When i was a kid and going to those things, i found myself very nervous. I'm very anxious persons, so it's hard for me to make those first moves of new year's eve. Thanksgiving is the biggest one for me, cause thanksgiving is he time wher we go to my family's place,. And then everybody cooks their best dish and brings it there. It's just eating so much food and talking with people that i haven't seen all around the table. Is thena, have you moved into christmas? Like, do you care about n years? Theyre the unotise.